there were a lot of women in the club last night. it's just funny..as I get older the roles have become switched. I'm in no rush to settle down or wife anyone up anymore...but when I was..girls were playing games like they had all the time in the world. Now they start getting a little older..start putting on some weight..that clock starts ticking and they're trying to scoop something up before it's too late. I was the third wheel last night..since my friend's room mate couldn't come out with us becuase she didn't have her id with her. So my friend was over there acting all couplish with her man and it was up to me to be on my mr solo dolo. A couple girls grabbed me and were dancing on me..didn't mind but it's just so funny when you pay them no mind that's when they pay you the most attention. I didn't capitalize on it though. Certain things hold me back from making a move. Certain people rather. I can't quite put my finger on it..but it's just like well this isn't going anywhere outside of the club so i'll enjoy the moment but i'm not going to ask you for your number or anything. Which is weird because I'm technically single. For now. Lot of confidence..just shy I suppose. Ol girl was straight doing the vagina hand off to me and i was acting like i didn't know what to do with it. Just a few hang ups I need to get over. It could always be worse I suppose. At least they can't say I'm leading them on. The girl was attractive though..but women at the club automatically lose credibility for 1. We're in a club. 2. You have a drink in your hand. 3. She's with her friends hyping her up. 4. The women are outnumbering the dudes 4 to 1 and it turns into a competition. 5. They're letting all the thirsty ass dudes in the club give them a big head.
A club is NO place to be a gentleman. Sad but true. I think that's why it's so weird for me. It's like skip the introduction lets fondle each other? Word. Later days. peace
